went to a football game yesterday which was interesting. since it was basically a glorified scrimmage it was just the right pace for me. i got a tan but only on my left arm. figures. being in the sun as long as i was really knocked the life out of me. i fell asleep at about 11. i woke up to a sinus issue and what looks to be about an eighty degree day. it's one of those days when no on eis in the building. i mean no one. i have a 15 page paper to write but i really don't care about it. the professor hasn't put much emphasis on finishing it. we'll see how much i can get done today. i also have semester end reviews in twelve days. that's frightening. not even two weeks. i've been fairly depressed about my situation right now. i know that the best thing for me to do would be to go to chicago at least for the summer, but i am totally wimping out. i can feel it. my life is so controlled by fear it's amazing i can even get up in the morning.